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Final Year Part 7: The Last Semester Begins

Hey friends,
So finally we are in 2020 now. 2019 was not really good for me. I faced a lot of problems although I enjoyed my vacations a lot in 2019. 2020 is the end of my college life and probably the end of this blog too.

I have been writing this blog since my first year in my college. Well let me share one thing with you today. You know why I started writing blog in the first place? It was because of depression and loneliness which I thought would end gradually. But I think you can guess if it has ended. If it would have, I might have left this blog long before. Okay let's be positive and yes, something good came out of it and I most certainly improved my writing skills.

I haven't really shared a lot of things in my blog. People are judgemental and that's why since this blog is public, I would not like to share each and everything on it. There a few things which I shouldn't be sharing here.

Okay so now let's move to the present part. 2020 began normally like any other previous year. I had been to Hyderabad and hence had a very pleasant vacation. I visited a lot of places and spent a nice time with my family. I haven't really felt homesick since last 2 years but this semester I don't know why I feel a bit homesick. Just a bit. I kind of don't like staying in this place anymore. I just want my semester to complete as soon as possible.

Currently I have a great tension in my mind. Tension about my career. Again I won't share much about the tension here but you atleast know what it is about (Career). Its now been a week and nothing interesting has happened. Actually its been much much much more boring now. Seriously, I need to learn how to be happy alone. "If your happiness depends on others, you would never be happy". This is because you constantly will care about others and expect the same from them. And remember expectation is a disaster.

Mentally things aren't really going well right now. So let us hope that at least the ending will be alright. I have improved a lot since my first year and not just mentally or academically but also emotionally. I will keep writing this blog every now and then till the college ends. So we will meet again soon.
 

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