Final Year Part 10: Post Midsems
Hey friends,
So my mid semester exams are now over and just two and a half months are now remaining. After just a few weeks I will be saying good bye to you all.
So in my last post I showed you some of the pictures of my hostel. Today let us have some general talk. So One exciting thing is that a PSU, HPCL is vising our campus and I have been shortlisted for the further interview process. I kind of had mixed feelings about this as I really wanted to go to Bangalore as most of my friends will be posted there and also I might enjoy a bit more in Bangalore. But PSU is a dream job. I always wanted to work in a PSU since my second year. I have my interview on 5th March. Let us see what happens. I really don't know if I shall be selected but one thing for sure that whatever happens, I kind of will be satisfied. Even if I don't get selected, I will have an opportunity to enjoy a bachelor's life at Bangalore.
This semester I am spending a lot of money eating outside and just roaming here and there. I also had given my GATE exam for which I had been preparing a lot during my second and 3rd year but then I became very causal during my 4th year. So obviously, I screwed up my GATE exam. I also gave CIL exam which was a disaster. I didn't answer most of the GK questions correctly but since there was no negative marking so I guessed and marked random answers. Yes, I know all this sounds foolish. Doesn't sound like me right. A guy who plans everything and kind of keeps a record of everything is now screwing up everything. But yes, I have changed a lot and become carefree. I don't know if this is all good for me but it kind of feels okay for now.
I also don't feel much lonely now a days like I used to feel before. Somehow I get some company to pass my time with. A few months before I thought that since a lot of things are changing, I might be lonely once again and I might not get to talk to people a lot just like in my second year. But, things are not like that anymore. Even If i am alone, I don't feel lonely. I have got few friends now. Good ones this time. And I really am enjoying these last few months of my college life. It doesn't feel much hectic like the previous semesters. Its quite chilled and tension free. But who knows what will happen in the coming future. So let's just cross fingers and expect a little bit, that everything will be Okay.
In my college life, I enjoyed a lot. I enjoyed more than I did during my teenage days. Although I also missed a lot of things which I could have been a part of. I was careless and didn't think or bother about it in my first year or second year. Also I didn't have such friends who would have been the way I wanted my friends to be. But they were awesome the way there are. So I have a few regrets and I kind of wish that if I got a chance to live my college life again, I would try to be more open and friendly since my first year. I was friendly but that wasn't enough I guess which I now realize. So okay 'let by gone, be by gone'. let's leave it.
This month there are a lot of holidays and also most of the amazing things and events will take place this month. I hope that I will also enjoy. We'll see how everything goes. And then Endsems and project evaluation will give a rough end to the college life. I shall write again may be. Hope that it won't be the last one. Till then bye!
So my mid semester exams are now over and just two and a half months are now remaining. After just a few weeks I will be saying good bye to you all.
So in my last post I showed you some of the pictures of my hostel. Today let us have some general talk. So One exciting thing is that a PSU, HPCL is vising our campus and I have been shortlisted for the further interview process. I kind of had mixed feelings about this as I really wanted to go to Bangalore as most of my friends will be posted there and also I might enjoy a bit more in Bangalore. But PSU is a dream job. I always wanted to work in a PSU since my second year. I have my interview on 5th March. Let us see what happens. I really don't know if I shall be selected but one thing for sure that whatever happens, I kind of will be satisfied. Even if I don't get selected, I will have an opportunity to enjoy a bachelor's life at Bangalore.
This semester I am spending a lot of money eating outside and just roaming here and there. I also had given my GATE exam for which I had been preparing a lot during my second and 3rd year but then I became very causal during my 4th year. So obviously, I screwed up my GATE exam. I also gave CIL exam which was a disaster. I didn't answer most of the GK questions correctly but since there was no negative marking so I guessed and marked random answers. Yes, I know all this sounds foolish. Doesn't sound like me right. A guy who plans everything and kind of keeps a record of everything is now screwing up everything. But yes, I have changed a lot and become carefree. I don't know if this is all good for me but it kind of feels okay for now.
I also don't feel much lonely now a days like I used to feel before. Somehow I get some company to pass my time with. A few months before I thought that since a lot of things are changing, I might be lonely once again and I might not get to talk to people a lot just like in my second year. But, things are not like that anymore. Even If i am alone, I don't feel lonely. I have got few friends now. Good ones this time. And I really am enjoying these last few months of my college life. It doesn't feel much hectic like the previous semesters. Its quite chilled and tension free. But who knows what will happen in the coming future. So let's just cross fingers and expect a little bit, that everything will be Okay.
In my college life, I enjoyed a lot. I enjoyed more than I did during my teenage days. Although I also missed a lot of things which I could have been a part of. I was careless and didn't think or bother about it in my first year or second year. Also I didn't have such friends who would have been the way I wanted my friends to be. But they were awesome the way there are. So I have a few regrets and I kind of wish that if I got a chance to live my college life again, I would try to be more open and friendly since my first year. I was friendly but that wasn't enough I guess which I now realize. So okay 'let by gone, be by gone'. let's leave it.
This month there are a lot of holidays and also most of the amazing things and events will take place this month. I hope that I will also enjoy. We'll see how everything goes. And then Endsems and project evaluation will give a rough end to the college life. I shall write again may be. Hope that it won't be the last one. Till then bye!
