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Final Year Part 11.9: Final Year Completed

Hey Friends,
So this post probably should be the last one but as promised in the previous post, I shall write one more. My thesis got approved finally on 31st may and I am still in Cuttack. I have no idea how long I have to stay here.
I also have a bad news. I got a notice from the company I was going to join. The joining date has been postponed till next year. So all my plans are now ruined. This corona virus just burnt my plans into ashes in front of my eyes. I had literally planned each and everything. But now, I have nothing left. I kind of have decided to be more carefree in nature. Like: Jo Hoga, Dekha Jayega!. Let's stick with this for a while and see what type of response I get from my own life.

Currently, I have shifted my goals or we can say that basically diverted myself towards something else. I am trying to make this period a bit productive. Actually, I have diverted myself in all the fields. Since the end of the college life wasn't as expected, and also because I have started missing my college as obviously it wasn't a proper good bye so I have decided to stop thinking more about college. I am trying to focus my eyes into the post college life. I am kind of trying to convince myself that college life didn't exist. I know it sounds weird but this way I think less about my college and do not miss my college a lot.

I haven't been to Jaipur (My home) since a long time. I am now missing my home too. But because of this lockdown I wont be able to travel. I am basically stuck here. I am enjoying a bit. Yes that's true. But still I want to go home. We have talked a lot now. I think I should mainly talk about final year as this is almost the end of the blog.

So, Final year was completely unexpected. Unexpected things happened. 2019 was actually completely out of my thoughts. Out of the range of what I could imagine. And since final year was a part of 2019 so it was also out of world experience. Actually, for me 3rd year was awesome. 2nd year was not so good. 1st year was new and good. But final year, It was a disaster. I got many important life lessons which surely have improved my personality. I still am shy and introvert but not like I was in my first year. Things have now changed and become better I guess. Few incidents were extremely memorable. I focused least on my academics in my final year. And guess what, I feel lost now. Lost in darkness waiting for someone to take me out in light. Yes, I am still a bit depressed, not like before for sure but just a bit. In this lockdown period, I really feared to be lonely as when I am lonely, I tend to be more depressed. Thanks to some friends of mine who keep talking and encouraging me all the time.
The last thing that is remaining, is bringing my luggage back from hostel and then officially college won't be a part of my present life. Then I shall go home. It would be life a dream though. Let's see how it all works out.

So what else.... I think I am out of all my stories. Feels a bit sad actually. Imagine I won't be able to live the same life again as in hostel. Hostel life was the best time I ever had in my whole life till now. One must experience hostel life atleast once. On the very first day when I came to hostel, room B224 GDB, I was so homesick that I almost was about to cry. I kept thinking that how I would stay in this place (College) for next 4 years. But trust me, these 4 years couldn't be more memorable. I really miss those days. College life basically taught me everything that I wished to learn. I had a doubt if I had chosen a right college but I think my decision was correct. So its late now. I am sleepy and I shall write the END soon. See you next time for the last time friends.
Till then BYEE

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