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Final Year-Part 3 : Late Night Thoughts

HI AGAIN, I know you might be wondering that why am I writing quite often now a days unlike before. Well, lately I have come across many answers about life that's why I am just writing to share my thoughts with you. I learned a few things which really were completely unexpected before. I don't have any Idea why all these things are the way they are. So let's jot down some points- You, me and everyone else on this planet is always alone even though it seems that people are always there for you. Some of them really are there for you for a certain amount of time but not always. Do no expect anything from others. I repeat, "anything". Always have a backup plan before completely relying on someone.  We tend to make friends with people whom we are surrounded with. Most of the people we meet throughout our lives are temporary and stay in our lives for a short time.  We use to dream ourselves at the top of the world till we finally understand that t...

Final Year: Part 2 - A reason for sadness

Hey Friends, Yes, I know I had written something recently and yes, today once again I will share some more things. Well, In a nutshell, I am really going through a hard time now. The problem is that I am not able to decide and say which path is the best for me and which path I should choose. I am really really worried about my career at this very moment. I always wanted to do whatever I wanted to. I hate following other's instructions. I hate when people suggest me to change my ways. I like to do the things my way only and I have achieved many things following that way. Previously, My future seemed to be blurred but now It looks completely dark. I still am not sure if I have done the right thing choosing the branch I am in. I still have some doubt about my choice of choosing this college. Is my future gonna be the way I want? Am I really going to live a life I always wanted? I really have no Idea about the answers to these questions. This semester seems to be the worst one ...

Final Year: Journey To An End Begins - I

Hello Once Again, So Now I am in my final year of Btech. This long journey is soon coming to an end. I am not sure if I reached the destination I had decided when I entered the college but I will be carrying a lot of memories for sure. Today, I am feeling lonely and sad so writing. This semester didn't start as I had expected. I thought it would be fun to be in final year but till now I don't think things are going the way I planned. I came to college on 21st July and my registration was on 23rd. My classes started on 24th. I the beginning I was feeling a lot confident but slowly my confidence level is going down. This semester I find myself a lot lonely as compared to before. Some of my friends have different professional electives (subjects) which are not same as what I have opted. So some of us got separated. I really don't like changes a lot. Also, the one thing I used to enjoy was my lab because my lab group was so casual. We never cared about the experiment we we...