College Diary

Hey guys, So today is the second last day of March and the day after tomorrow is April fool day. Now a days I kind of feel quite bored and unproductive due to lockdown. So I downloaded various applications and games on my phone and am using those to pass my time. This isn't a productive way though but I kind of feel so tired to do something productive. I should really do something that would help me out. This is a great opportunity for me to utilize my time. But I am not using this opportunity. I Wonder when this Lockdown will be over. I really wished if someone told me how to use this precious time. Some of my friends are suggesting me watch movies and series and all. I do that sometimes too. But right now I have no Idea what to do that's why I am writing this post. Although I don't have much to write still writing. I Hope that our college reopens soon so that atleast the last few days spent in my college would be memorable. I kind of miss college days now. Just imag...

When I close my eyes And feel the blood in your veins It's sure you'll die says the soul of the dark moon. So these are a few lines that came in my mind early in the morning at nearly 4:30 AM. That's the reason I thought to name the post as "The dark moon". Today is 27th march. Just a few more days and we'll enter in April, the month when the sun is at the peak of its heating action. In simpler words, summers will begin. I have no idea when the college opens. Corona virus is now spreading in a faster rate as compared to before. Specially in kerela and Maharashtra, the virus is spreading rapidly. Now let me talk something about myself and my boring life. Actually, it is not that boring till now. Not as much I had expected. Things are quite okay. I have my laptop and also phone. I hadve downloaded some games on my phone and also I watch a movie almost everyday. So it is like a summer vacation to me. It feels like my first summer vacation except that in ...

Well, I actually hoped a better end to my college life but unfortunately it will end up like this. Today there was an information that our college might declare summer vacation and then reopen after 31st May. Then our prime minister declared complete country lockdown for the next 21 days. So one thing for sure that I have to stay like this for the next 21 days. Really, life is strange. Strange things happen and that to during unexpected times. Today I was thinking about my last year. Yes, 2019 which I call the worst year of my college. So I gave it a second thought and I think that it wasn't the worst year of my college but the weirdest one which taught me a lots of things and also gave me hell lot of experience. Yeah, it gave me some sad memories and also some happy ones. So overall it kind of was the best year and the most memorable one of my college life I guess. I know it sounds weird. The guy who thought 2019 was hell is now saying it was the best one. But yeah this is w...

Hey friends, Today I am just writing casually. I've been feeling a bit lonely today. Yes, specially today only. It was quiet boring. I Watched a movie called "Vampires suck" which I rented for 120 rupees from youtube. And except this everything was very much boring. I kind of want a sudden change in my life. You know what, when I came to Jaipur from himachal pradesh after my father got transferred, there was this sudden change in my life. Like an impulse. It was a negative one and had negative effects on my life. But it was exciting too. Not in a great way Obviously. Well, I had no friends for nearly 2 years and also I used to spend a lot of time surfing on internet. This made me very much Asocial which I still feel. But okay, that was  phase of life. Similarly, When I came to my college from Jaipur, It was also a completely new phase for me. That also changed me a bit. I grew up to be a bit more confident and a bit less homesick. I kind of now like to live in my hos...

Hey friends once again. So today I am feeling quite down and a bit sad. One reason is boredom and the other one can't trll you. It is a bit personal but related to my past. I always had inferiority complex and have gone through depression once. The awful thing is that it comes again and again.  Well so I am in Cuttack right now and bored as hell. Corona virus is spreading all over the world. In this city there is no such case till now but we should be aware. Being at home is extremely boring. If I would be staying alone in this hoish then I could have thought of getting out of boredom and do things as per my will. But we'll, I am not alone. That's the reason I like my hostel more than my home.  Just imagine what I said, I like hostel more than my home. Just opposite to what I used to think in my first year. You can see how I have changed now and I think it is a positive change. Things aren't really going the way I want to at this very moment. I am bit sad and ang...

Yeah you read the heading right, "The Extension". Due to Coronavirus outbreak, we have been given holidays till 31st March. So I have come to my home in Cuttack. I was though planning to go to Jaipur but I thought that it would be better for me to go to cuttack from all points of view. Yesterday (14th March ) only the notice came and I rushed to my home. Hence this time I have numbered my post as 11.1 because I will be writing a bit more in these holidays. So last time I told you that I was shortlisted for placement in HPCL. And guess what, I wasn't selected. I am in the waiting list. And then fortifortun IOCL came for campus placements and I was shortlisted for it also. And again guess what, I wasn't selected. I was quite sure that I would be selected as my interview and group task went pretty well. But it didn't happen. So I was depressed yesterday while traveling by train although I am glad to have some good friends who consoled me. So basically, now I ...

Hey friends, So my mid semester exams are now over and just two and a half months are now remaining. After just a few weeks I will be saying good bye to you all. So in my last post I showed you some of the pictures of my hostel. Today let us have some general talk. So One exciting thing is that a PSU, HPCL is vising our campus and I have been shortlisted for the further interview process. I kind of had mixed feelings about this as I really wanted to go to Bangalore as most of my friends will be posted there and also I might enjoy a bit more in Bangalore. But PSU is a dream job. I always wanted to work in a PSU since my second year. I have my interview on 5th March. Let us see what happens. I really don't know if I shall be selected but one thing for sure that whatever happens, I kind of will be satisfied. Even if I don't get selected, I will have an opportunity to enjoy a bachelor's life at Bangalore. This semester I am spending a lot of money eating outside and just r...